Thoughts on the day so far

Honestly, today I just haven't been able to put up with people very well. Usually I try to be as positive as possible when talking and interacting with other people, but today, all I can see is the negative side of everyone. Its interesting to me though, because I've never really looked at people from this point of view before. I'm starting to realize how much we people have fucked up the planet and all the other living things in it. I know you can hear that a million times from Al Gore and hundreds of other scientists and activists, but I'm realizing it for myself right now, and its making a greater impact on how I see things. Really, I wish I'd had this kind of epiphany earlier in my life. I would have been able to figure out so many problems early on and made sure they didn't actually escalate to what they've become now. Its incredibly frustrating. I'm kind of glad time machines don't exist though. Can you imagine how obsessive everyone would become if they knew they could fix what they've done in the past? That just wasn't meant to be. It would be nice if we could get a heads up on the future while we were in the past/present. Then at least we could know where we're headed. That would be really helpful to me at least - probably a lot of other people too.
I have to remember so many people have gone through/are going through what I'm dealing with now, and it really could be so much worse. I have to remember to constantly remain grateful for what I have and all the good things that are (hopefully) to come.